My nemesis....

I wake up every morning with bruises all over,

Too tired to walk, too numb to feel,

Blood oozing from inhuman wounds,

And the floor covered in bits of torn hair,

I crawl slowly, pull out the drawer,

Clean the wounds, dress them all up,

Wipe off the blood stains, destroying evidence,

Of the gruesome event that got me to this state,

I lie down, tired, trying to remember how it happened,

And fall asleep soon, like I would never wake up,

And then I rise, bring out the weapons,

Pull out my own skin, exposing the flesh,

Breaking myself down, part by part,

Finally, exhausted, I slip into a deep slumber,

Only to wake up oblivious to the truth,

That I am, my own nemesis…..

And that, I would never know!!!!!

E insaan....

E insaan jhaank khud ke andar,

Soch, aakhir tu kaha chala,

Hindu, Muslim, Sikh, Isaai,

Hisson me kyon batta chala,

E insaan jhaank khud ke andar,

Soch, aakhir tu kaha chala,

Khoon kharaba, baarud banduk,

Kyon nafrat ki aag me jala,

E insaan jhaank khud ke andar,

Soch, aakhir tu kaha chala,

Apnon ke sapnon ko kuchalkar,

Kya karega khudka bhala,

E insaan jhaank khud ke andar,

Soch, aakhir tu kaha chala,

Paison ki lalach, hawas ki aag me,

Kyon shaitan ke rup me dhala,

E insaan jhaank khud ke andar,

Soch, aakhir tu kaha chala,

Aage badhne ki chaah me,

Reh naa jaaye aakhir khala,

E insaan jhaank khud ke andar,

Soch, aakhir tu kaha chala,

Aazad nahi tu, kaid hai tu,

Aaj apni ruh ko kar de fanaa,

E insaan jhaank khud ke andar,

Aur ek khuddar shaksiyat bana!!!

Memories....

Walking down a lonely path,

Struggling to get a view,

Leaving old comforts behind,

To make place for trials new,

My hands reach out to touch,

Every familiar face,

And i realise they are moving away,

And its all just a haze,

Memories haunt, tears roll down,

My throat chokes, lets out a sigh,

I feel like a featherless bird,

Who's been pushed off to fly....

Long ago i had set out,

On a similar unknown path,

Oblivious of what was awaiting me,

Gearing up for a new start,

That time i felt like a stranger,

And little did i know,

That it will be so tough,

To let it all go,

Strangers turned into friends soon,

And my emotions were set free,

Every moment spent with them,

Is now etched in memory....

Walking down this lonely path,

Holding onto the precious past,

I try to preserve each memory,

As long as it can last,

I laugh and cry, all the same,

I experience pangs of sorrow,

I walk empty handed,

Towards a new tomorrow,

A wee bit wiser, a wee bit stronger,

Ready to put up a show,

With nothing but memories to warm me up,

Wherever i may go!!

Thank you all my dear MGV friends for giving me these priceless memories... I am going to cherish them throughout my life... If I ever unintentionally hurt anyone I ask for forgiveness... I wish everyone all the best for their future... May God bless you all!!!